All sorts of nothing

For the record, I did not 'profess my love' to Teetz's brother, as Teetz claims I did. I merely talked to him on the phone for twenty minutes and he proclaimed his life for me FOUR DIFFERENT times. Of course, the reasons he said he loved me were for typical drunken reasons such as: A. I said I was blunt and like to say things for shock value; B. I want to get Teetz wasted on his 21st birthday; C. Just because; and D. I can't remember why. Apparently Teetz also talked to Chaz last night and while he kind of remembers talking to me he doesn't remember much at all from the night, however Teetz actually said that if Chaz could just make out with me, that would be great. Teetz is very very in trouble. But hey, if all this nonsense means just once I get to make out with his hott brother, then sweet for me.

I am moving out of the dorms finally, and everything should be okay. I wish I could afford to live by myself because I'd much rather do that, but until I have a grown-up job, I'm stuck. Even the places Teetz looked at for the summer are like, $450 and that's just for an efficiency, I'd have to be without cable, Internet and once in a while probably electricity just to pay rent. Ah well, I can survive a year.

There is absolutely nothing else of great importance going on right now. I am done with classes this week because I don't have any finals. I can't believe my senior year is ending so quietly. Last night we had Senior Send-Off and JV wrote me the most hilarious prophecy, I had the best one, by far. However, I am also the only senior some of them actually like, so...Anyway.

That really is about it. I have my Bios 295 final tomorrow which, rumor has it, we're making ice cream. Not 100% sure, but I don't think any final we have can be too tough.

Also, I reread that stuff I wrote after I brought Teetz's drunk ass back from Jake's Saturday night/Sunday morning. After thinking about it a lot more, I realize the last statement was false. At first it really did suck and I was upset because I never thought I would have the guts to tell this guy that I couldn't be friends with him anymore. I am glad I did though, because he never really cared about me and if he did, things would have gone a lot differently between us. It's okay though, I am better and stronger for doing what I did and I am glad it is over. There's a line in the book, "He's Just Not That Into You" that the author says when choosing friends I prefer the ones who don't make me cry myself to sleep at night. Things were never that bad but the sentiment is the same. I want friends who will be there for me when I need them, not when they have a spare moment and luckily, I have them. I don't know what I would do without them in fact, so for those of you reading this I know I don't say it enough: thanks

Days til Teetz is legal: 50